Sunday, 31 August 2014

Good Morning

Had a bad morning!Actually when I was getting out of bed I had prayed that the day be good; but it just took some words to bring out the bad side of me. I don't like being crowded with reminders and requests before I have my quiet time, and this was actually what happened. It was a simple request but enough to invite an irritated and sarcastic comment from me! My, my! I could have bitten my tongue after those words slipped out, but at the same time my heart weighed down heavily in anger at being disturbed! Self-righteousness manifested!

I went on with my quiet time and did what I usually do. I was not quite happy with myself for snapping off so easily and unreasonably! As for the person who had to face my wrath, I was not sure what to do to make it up....Heaviness weighed in as I stood in the balcony,looking out into the fresh rain washed scenery in front of me. I exclaimed, "It's so beautiful!" My heart was overtaken by the wonder of it all. "It's a beautiful morning....His mercies are new every morning...." I stopped at that for I realized something beautiful- His mercies are for me as well, for this morning as well! I smiled....my heart was at peace again. It was going to be a good day after all! 

Tuesday, 19 August 2014

How Long Is Forever?

How long is forever?
I think it won't be long because Forever for me would be with my Savior
I think I won't bother about this question once I see His face and settle up in those mansions He has prepared for me.
I think time won't be a drag anymore for anyone nor would we worry about "less time"
But I also think that everything will be done on time and in good time.
Time won't be a tyranny in any way
There will be enough of it but it won't be wasted in anyway by anyone
For everyone will be in their redeemed glory.

Perhaps time will cease all together
And timelessness will begin
We will then go on without the rhythm of time in the background!
Won't it be strange?
I find my imagination limited on this count....
But should God choose to retain it  I think it will be in a redeemed too
And time would be kind to everyone and there will be only"good times".

But whatever it is, it will be awesome!
Forever and ever and ever....
In that home above graced with beauty, peace, love, joy and abundant life
Ruled by His wisdom, adorned by His grace
So close to the Savior, our hearts beating along with His
No sorrowful tears, no unanswered questions...
It will be forever with Him!

O Come Emmanuel!


Do Something About Your Dream

A lot of us are afraid to face up to our dreams. It's surprising that we dream but are afraid of it coming true! No.am not talking about bad dreams. Am talking about the fluffy, high dreams.
Perhaps this is so because of the roads that entail our dreams. They are not usually very pleasant and they involve asking some tough questions, facing up to our own weaknesses and working on things and issues we'd rather not disturb. No wonder there is no dearth of people especially young people who dream idly! Turning dreams into reality involves stepping into reality and reality is not always kind.

I was shaken up from my slumber when I came across a write-up which equated lack of ambition with sin! On further reflection I couldn't agree more with the writer. Imagine a generation of complacent, aimless, comfortable, demotivated people. They would certainly be a "lost generation"! What this world needs today and what duty calls us to do is to make the best use of what we have been bestowed with. As Christians, what concern us should be the optimum utilization of our gifts and talents and that requires having an ambition,planning for it and working towards it. Most importantly we should remember that it is God Himself who put those dreams in our hearts. Am assuming here that you have a sanctified desire about your dreams and aims, and that you have begun your walk with the Lord.

Yea, "sanctified desire". Do we have it? Are the words of our mouth and the meditations of our hearts acceptable to the Lord? Do we pray for God to search our hearts and know all our desires? Do we keep our hearts with all diligence knowing that from it springs the issues of life and that it is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked?

I look back on my life and thank God for those people who were tough on me and made me ask all the tough and uncomfortable questions. Believe me, I even used to pray that God would take such people out of my life! They unsettled me, they made me feel inferior! I didn't like them . They hurt my pride. But today I can say with a sincere heart that I am grateful for them and to them . Bless their hearts!

I believe that not all of us are not called to be firsts or toppers or high achievers- that would be an impossibility. God looks at the heart, He requires sincerity not winning performances. Winning and losing are not for us to decide. They are sometimes superficial. The lazy servant in the parable of the talents was called "wicked" not because he earned less but because he did nothing with the one talent he had been given. One talent. Oh so many of us complain that we are inadequately blessed! Whether we say it out loud or not we allow ourselves to dwell on thoughts such as, "if only I had more", "if only I were born in a different family, a different place...", "if only I didn't have to do this", "if only..." the list goes on. These are fatal!

Life is not a joke.If you aren't serious about your life who will? We are called to be responsible and responsibility requires taking stock of your life. I have realized that surrender to God is not a passive act where you absolve yourself of your responsibilities. It entails that we take stock of our life and work through it with God's guidance-facing the tough questions and situations with Him! God is not intrusive; is is very respectful of our free will. I can't emphasize enough this truth!

So go out! Face your dream. Embrace those people who make you face it-you know them! Take risks. Dare. Plan. Try.If you fail, try again. Learn from it, plan again.  Try again. Let go of monotony and complacency. Go!

Personally, at the end of my days I would like to be able to say to God that though I might have" failed", I tried, with all my might, with all my being, to the best of my abilities. Let it be so for you and for me!














Thursday, 7 August 2014

Reminded

When you stop doing the things you love to do
You know something's wrong with you
I am appalled to find in myself that I do what I ought to do and loved to do
Only as an exception.
What woke me up from my slumber was an old friend
Who spoke of "the girl I used to know"
I pictured myself as I used to in my dreams
I was hardly what I wished to be.
She gently took my hand and showed me 'what was' which defined my vision
The faces, the memories, the pain, the joy, the sharing...
While reminding me that what I wished to be might not be what God wants me to be!
Pause.
Hit.
Surrender.
I was back on a different plane
Not one I controlled, not one I absolved myself from
But one where there's purpose,meaning and peace...
My prayers changed since then
Now  I really bow myself  down when I pray
I say"Thine will be done" and I mean it.

I have another reason to be thankful for
This old friend from the old pages of my life
Old yet relevant
A treasure to cherish.

Hold onto old friends
They are your links to the past
The past which holds your dreams
Unalloyed by reality, disappointments and the harsh elements
They help you see the fearless child you once were
And I tell you-
That child is what you should be!


Saturday, 2 August 2014

Christie

Today I thank God for a friend
A friend who has always stood by me unflinchingly
Whose dreams for me has encouraged me on
Who zealously guards my time
Who thinks I can be more than I think of myself
Who corrects me gently, nudges me on
Whose insight and wisdom I always seek
Whose gentleness I can always lean on
Whose courage inspires me
Whose trust guards me
Whose empathy comforts me
Whose heart holds my deepest shame and secrets
Who has given more than I could ask
Who seeks me out in the crowd
Who sees the best in me
Who makes me feel beautiful.

I wonder what I have done to deserve her
I am sometimes afraid she might just go away
But she has been like the air-always around
Her purity, her devotion to God and her sweetness
Are rarities in this crooked world....
So when I count the handful of good people I know
She's among them...
God's own giant, my friend, my sister, my confidante
My Christie!