Uncertainty

I'd like to think I understand but I do not
God works in mysterious ways
In bigger ways, in the smallest of ways
And even in between.

I thought I've grasped it all
With all humility!
But no! There was more to it
Than I could have even conceded.

I don't know why
I don't know for what
And it's beautiful this way
Special this way.

I sense peace, my countenance is at rest
I feel at ease with others too
None of that rush is left
I am letting things be.

I certainly don't like surprises
I don't like being caught unaware or off-guard
Maybe this is a chance for me to appreciate surprises

Maybe I should risk being fooled for once!

Maybe. Maybe not.
Perhaps for the first time,
There is no anxiousness in uncertainty
Is this faith?

Maybe!